when she believes

aaaaaaaaaaaaah. akward

my capacity to humiliate myself around a boy knows no limits

my only 2 bits of chat this morning is that my university lecturers are all on strike today *except* mine which is a good thing seeing as we pay for education and everything, but all my friends are off :-(

secondly. I knocked into a guy on my bike this morning. I was on the pavement just outside my flat going towards the road and I went ALL the way to the right possible and this guy totally just did not look up. then he bashed my arm, and I crashed into a fence and then he came over to shout at me, being himself uninjured. I was like 'sorry'. and he was like 'you should be on the road?!why weren't you looking where you were going??' and I was like 'sorrry'. but I think that yes maybe I could have walked to the road but that HE was the one not looking where he was going. and moreover, it is so not okay to shout at someone while they are picking themselves off up the ground. stupid man :-( and I think maybe I could have said some of that but I didn't and I don't know why.